"Living at risk is jumping off the cliff
and building your wings on the way down."

- Ray Bradbury

Monday, October 18, 2004
such a terribly horrible day.. started off v well cos i went to sch at 6.50am to play ball game with mr yong, sofia, peiying, yihui, joanne, huimin, and later mich joined us in the game. had lots of fun playing with them as usual, esp. cos mr yong missed so many open shots it was damn farny.

but anw, back to the horrible part. i dunno y she came to me to tell me he wans to meet me, den added dat they broke up n ended with "i dunno if i shd tell u the reason". i was lyk thinking, "diao! wad has it got to do with me?" i asked her to tell me cos she was making me v curious, but she just walked away hurriedly w/o wanting to say much. okay den..

after dat she smsed me to tell me not to tell any1 cos besides me, only another person noes abt it. so, naturally i went to ask the other person wad's going on! n i got a shock at wad i was told. such rubbish! tried to get her to talk to me abt it but she's not replying so wad can i do? i think it's q silly lor. it seems lyk a stupid joke to me n i dunno how the hell, but i'm told i'm involved in dis mess. and anw, they'v been together for lyk almost 1 yr thereabout? not to mention, i'v not been in contact with him for such a freaking long time. it's ridiculous how i sumhow got dragged into the mud AGAIN.

i noe u read my blog b4 cos u told me u did, so in case u'r still reading my blog sumtimes.. i dunno y u always lyk to tell me when u guys break up. it's not the 1st time u'r telling me dis lor. n i'm not sure y u chose to tell me. is it cos u wan me to noe i got chance now or sth? dun b silly my dear. go read ur friendster testimonials u wrote for each other k? u'r the 1 he lyks! if he brought me into the picture, mayb it's cos he was pissed or sth so he merely wanted to spite u? if u THINK i'm in the picture but there's no actually proof, den it's all ur imagination! seriously, i swear i wished u all the best when u got together again last yr. really. u 2 make a sweet couple, dun let the relationship go down the drain over stupid things alr?

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